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[Eucalypt]

Hi @Teej 
It has obviously been a difficult day for you there. I hope that you are staying safe there and that a good sleep tonight will help. I'm just going to send you an email to check in with you.

[CheerBear]

Thinking of you this morning @Teej, hoping you had some helpful sleep last night ❤

[Maggie]

@Teej  💜💜💕💕💜💕

[Maggie]

I found this a while back @CheerBear . It makes sense to me, might to you also. Sometimes the smallest things can speak the loudest. Maybe I was more receptive??

[Teej]

It feels right to me @Maggie . I think that is what it feels like I’m trying to do. Sometimes that feels too slow but much of the time it’s drop by drop. 

Thanks @CheerBear , @Faith-and-Hope   I hadn’t hit that level of distress for what seems a while. I will hope to speak to my son tonight about it. 

[Maggie]

@Teej  💜💜💜💕💕💕

[Teej]

In a headspace I haven't been for a while. Using unhelpful coping strategies and lots of self loathing and insecurity and fears about the future. Hoping I will crash soon. I don't know that I have what it takes or want to to go forward. Feeling like a totally selfish :pile_of_poo:

[Faith-and-Hope]

Hearing you @Teej ... and glad you are venting it here so we can sit with you. 

[Teej]

Wanting to write myself off and not wake up tomorrow @Faith-and-Hope . 

[Faith-and-Hope]

Has there been a trigger event @Teej, or a build-up to this ?

Only if you want to say.

I am making my way through one hoop after another, and thinking that you understand a lot of the challenges, even if they weren't the same exactly ....