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[Uggbootdiva]

@Loopy hi! I am battening down the hatches and going to ground as we head in towards Christmas. The worst part of this time of year is having to talk to everyone! so many social functions so much sharing so many opportunities to f.up.
@peace and @Alessandra1992 I hate nights the most when I am having issues. Going to bed means tomorrow will come. I would rather delay that. And then off course my sleep pattern gets totally f.up. And there you are totally in your own mess.

[peace]

Thank you both coffeegirl and Alessandra.
I do usually feel more positive as the day rolls on. Mornings are so frightfully difficult. I am plagued with anxiety and depression, only made worse if I stay in bed. Oh but longing to just not face another day...I will continue to grow somehow. I will keep searching. I do have hope most evenings. And I so truly love that I can honestly share a little of me here and be privileged to read and know of others stories. Thank you Sane and all the people here sharing. I feel a glimmer of understanding and connection in this forum that I have not felt before.