It sounds really hard at the moment. I would try and resist the urge to run around all night as I think it will inevitably wear you. Down even more. It might be gratifying at the time, but, physically and emotionally the cost is to high.
All I think you can do is to keep trying like you are. Eat and.sleep.as best you can.
Do you feel shaky physically or is.it more.emotiinal?
I think a lot of it could be stress and the pressure you are feeling under. You are doing well Eden. You are so kind and thoughtful.
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