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I will do the best I can @eth Yoou have an awesome night and weekend. I hope the gig tonight is great and then you can relax for the weekend also.

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@Zoe7 Supportive thoughts and hugz from me.

I am sorry the day was not so good.

A good sleep can help. Maybe changing your place of work or the type of teaching organisation would be better than leaving teaching altogether.

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Good morning, everyone. First time on the forum since about this same dawn time yesterday. Catching up on posts, and what's been happening for friends here.

@Zoe7, feeling a lot for what you are experiencing with work. Seems like what you are facing there might take a bit of slow and careful thought over time, if possible. Sending good feelings your way for the best outcome eventually. Hoping you feel a bit better and clearer of mind after some sleep, and with a new day. Heart

@eth, I read that you are away for the weekend, but wanted to leave an early morning greeting to you anyway. Hope the night out went great and the time away is enjoyable and refreshing. Heart

@greenpea@Appleblossom@Exoplanet@outlander@Shaz51 and everyone. Heart

This morning I woke to the first sign of light in the sky, as the full moon was setting. My dawn wasn't as spectacular as this image, but still beautiful. Hope it's a good day ahead for all. Heart

 

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Still feeling much the same @Mazarita and wanting to sleep again today. That is a clear sign to me that I need to look for something else and give this job away. I can't be feeling like this every time I have a meeting like this. I can't live up to the expecttions therefore I can't do the job. I put everything I had into the last couple of days at work at it wasn't enough so definitely need to look for something else - just stuck as to what or where to look right now.

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I am going to see how this week goes and then talk to HR about what my options are for changing the place of work - thinking though that that may not be agreeable and that the comments of the principal will follow me anyway @Appleblossom - really stuck right now on what to do.

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@Zoe7, I get what you are saying. I have left many jobs suddenly after getting way too stressed out and extremely anxious about things. If you are anything like me, you might have high standards for yourself too, and when others seem not to be supporting our efforts, it can feel impossible to deal with. It must have been an awful day yesterday for it to have come to this for you, after all your striving to get back to it. Really feeling for your predicament at the moment. Hoping things become clearer in your mind and that perhaps in the new year there might be something much better on the horizon for you. Heart

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I have to try to get through the next 4 weeks so I can get paid for the school holidays and begin looking for something else then @Mazarita I honestly don't know how I am going to do that though - I really want to stop now but I also need the money so that makes it even harder. Really stuck snd not knowing what to do next at the moment - wish I could sleep through all this Smiley Sad

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Hoping the best for you with the next four weeks, @Zoe7. I seem to remember it's a couple of days a week, so I'm guessing it's about 8 days of actual work all up remaining. Maybe that is doable, knowing that you will be out of there at the end? It may not be the best time to be thinking too far ahead while you are under high stress about things at the moment. Maybe just focussing on getting through the final eight days might be enough for now. Guessing there wouldn't be much possibility of securing something for next year until after this year is over? Then, when you have more space to think, there might be more of a chance to consider future options? So sorry things have taken such a turn. Smiley Sad

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That is kind of where my thinking is also @Mazarita - just get through this next few weeks and have time to look elsewhere afterwards. It is certainly not a good situation but I will need to make a decision at some stage - but I need to make it to the holidays to get paid as well. I can't think straight right now - there is too much to deal with so trying to not think and get through this weekend.

How is your day going?

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Glad to hear you are having those kinds of thoughts about just getting through it for now, @Zoe7, then being in a better state of mind to think about the future afterwards. Really sucks though that things have turned out this way for now.

Today is okay so far. I'm still in my nightie and may even go back for some more sleep. It's been a huge week for sleep at my end but did get out last night to see my close friend. First time out of the flat since last Saturday. Taking it easy today as there is an event coming up tomorrow about an hour's drive from here, in a country town where C and I have a friend. There will be more people there than I'm usually okay with these days, so kind of conserving my energy for that.