Hello

[asdfge]

Hello. 

People treat me differently sometimes.

I feel as though my dogs who sit outside, left alone all day, are happier than I am. Yet, they both look sad.

People do not seem as happy to see each other as they did when I was young.

People pretend to be upset, or they deliberately make themselves feel upset, but there is never anything wrong and nor is there anything going alright either. 

I feel disapointed. 

I am studying at uni, but I may never be able to get a job.

This might be what my life is like until I am old and die- cheap, disapointing, and very much unlike others' lives, so, I have nobody to relate to (other than the emotions they feel, not so much their experiences). 

I am okay, don't get me wrong, but this is sh!t. I feel ripped-off, but about my life.

[wellwellwellnez]

You have some interesting takes. Poetic.

You seem to be taking a big step back, while looking inwards at the same time.

[asdfge]

Thank you for pointing that out. Come to think of it- I guess that what I was focusing on was not all bad. In some ways, it is okay to focus on the negatives if it means that you can identify the emotions you are feeling. So many people always stuff-down their negative thoughts. But, these are alright. And beneath these are emotions, which is always safe to accept. Thank you.