A long rave

[greenpea]

@The-red-centaur Ooooops! sorry 

[greenpea]

@Zoe7 I will be an angelic pea 😄 *crosses fingers behind back* .... I may not make it I am tired tonight and sad as son1 is going back tomorrow. Have to wait and see.

[The-red-centaur]

Argh....so I'm staying in this recovery centre for a few days...tonight I'm freaking out...im too scared to go to staff though.
So a new person came this evening and I know them. They're a paedophile and now I don't feel safe and I'm in this program to get a bit more stable and I'm not stable rn and I don't know what to do.

[Zoe7]

@greenpea I may not make it myself tonight - as predicted I am exhausted this afternoon - I had a nap but now feel even more tired. I think an early night is on the cards for me before my mind starts getting too out of control - definitely not feeling good tonight!

[Zoe7]

Just letting you know that I am listening @The-red-centaur and can understand why you don't feel safe 

[The-red-centaur]

@Zoe7 I'm not ok

I don't know what to do

[Zoe7]

I can hear that you are not ok @The-red-centaur - is there anyone there that you do feel comfortable enough to talk to - you need to be able to feel safe

[The-red-centaur]

Jorge staff are busy @Zoe7 I can't even get some prn.
I'm trying to distract myself with music and the forum.


But the voices are back now and I'm too scared to leave my room.

[Zoe7]

I am happy to sit here with you @The-red-centaur and help distract you. What kind of music do you like?

[The-red-centaur]

I like emo and screamo.

I'm currently listening to a band called Oh, Sleeper