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[Sunnyside226]

That's wrong     yes some parents are like that fucked in the  head use their kids for things 

Sorry that your parents did that 

[ArraDreaming]

They did worse

[rav3n]

hey @ArraDreaming @Sunnyside226 families can be complicated, hey. even if they aren't around, the memories of them exist and it's not always easy. 

sitting with you both.

[ArraDreaming]

yeah well
I don’t miss em
My dad hell no
My mum a little bit

[ArraDreaming]

at least my mum in amongst all the struggle still had a slither of humanity in her bones
My dad never did anything good to me or for me

[Sunnyside226]

I know every parent is different   

When I was little one of my partner did things to me     I didn't forgive them. 

Now I blame myself because of what dad did.  

I'm sorry your dad or mum has hurt you   if I am right I see you miss your mum a little  

But fuck  some days are harder  it doesn't feel real  they are dead   

Sorry for rambling and not making sense  

[ArraDreaming]

Yeah they did a lot of things to me as well and I saw a lot of things happen to my sisters that I have never told anyone also I still blame myself for how my sister died when she was 3 but really my parents should of been watching her

[Sunnyside226]

Sorry you blame yourself for that,   

In many ways  tho I think a parents get their kids to watch their siblings   how can a little child supervise a other  little kid    it's bad and wrong  

In my opinion I think a lot of mums love their kids more then the dads did   

When dad did things  I only really loved mum    I'm not saying all parents are bad   like you and I have been hurt  by parents   

Sometimes I'm glad dad is dead sometimes I don't     anyway sorry for not making sense.  

[Sunnyside226]

 @Ru-bee @rav3n   here's the pic  I said I would show you both.  This is the before picture let me know if you want the finished product pic   

[Ru-bee]

Woah that's awesome @Sunnyside226! 

Would you feel comfy sharing some of your stuff in the Hobbies thread? I feel like others would love this too!