Worried 24/7

[Daysdaisy]

I have a lot of guilt 

I don’t fit in because …. Because why? I don’t know

I want to eat sugary food tonight so badly. But I know that’s a vicious cycle. I deserve to like myself. Do I deserve a successful life? Definitely arguably not. It’s funny the process of having a break down almost. Hahaha. 

I read a lot of astrology as it gives my life hope and magic and excitement 

but now I’m worried that I lost my brain along the way. I once has quite a bit of hope and happiness. How easily it is to self sabotage.

[Dreamy]

Hello @Daysdaisy and welcome to the forums. 

I hear you, it's so easy to self sabotage. You definitely deserve to like yourself and have a successful life. 

I hear you like astrology and it's great that it's something that gives you hope, magic and excitement. Are there other things that you enjoy doing? 

It's hard when we are struggling and feeling like we have lost ourselves along the way. But there's always hope even when it feels like there isn't. 

Please know that you are not alone and we are here to support you. I'm always happy to chat if you need/want to. Take care of yourself 😊