Something’s not right
Not a loser at all, @MDT, you're well loved on here 
It can be tough to love ourselves some days though, especially because when others look at us, they see what we've allowed them to see, but when we look at ourselves we see it all. Have you tried writing a list of things you think others might see in you? For here, we see you as very caring, compassionate, kind, intelligent, motivated (both at the gym and in your self growth), insightful (you always write well thought out comments to others when they need them). They say to be interesting you have to be interested, and you have always shown an interest in your fellow forumites, so we find life more interesting with you around 
You just reminded us of Lucas in Empire Records @MDT, "What's with today, today?". Have you seen that film? We also just saw a quote image earlier that felt timely, it said "Maybe it won't work out. But maybe seeing if it does will be the best adventure ever." Life will never go exactly as we plan, but if we remember to enjoy the moments and focus on what is going well and not what is going wrong, then we're in a better head space to solve any of the problems that are causing us grief. You're a great guy, and things will improve, we're sure of that
