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[Leventia]

@Jayneinpain we are just about to receive the thunderstorms you mentioned earlier. Currently getting lots of thunder and lightning. I hope you are well tonight. Good night and sweet dreams xo

[Former-Member]

@Leventia

If you are reading posts & messages Leve, I now realized why you were so over enthusiastic about me & a loving friendship. I am praying for your safety, ok please do not go & do anything to hurt yourself because of all this trouble in SF. I do not think anyone really understood why you were like you were towards me. Me included, I was Mental Health Worker for many years before becoming house bound 8 years ago.

Please go see your GP, PDOC, or whom ever you usually have to help you, PLEASE?

I want you to be calm & relaxed. No one person is worth your Mental Health being jeopardized like it may be at the moment. Had I read all this thread & not acted like a Romantic fool, I would have been a proper friend to you, like I know I can be.

Keep safe do not hurt yourself!!!

Every day moods change & life is strange sometimes. I have had a shit life believe me. Yet I will not give up ever! So if you do care about me like I believe you do, keep safe!! If not for yourself please do it for me, because I sincerely care! & so does GOD Care!! Amen!

I am praying for you daily!

Bella & GOD! Amen <><<

[Former-Member]

@outlander

Plz read his intro its very sincere & he may be deeply depressed now?

[Former-Member]

@Leventia

I will be here for you, when you are able, & permited, to return to SF,ok promise!

I'm not going away anywhere I need friendship, true friendship, just like you are searching for. It does take time, patience, & lots of give, & take. Plus as a Christian, lots of Faith, Trust, & guided by, GOD, via HIS Holy Spirit, whom we invited in though prayer, & heart made decision to, accept HIM. Free will no, control, this is what GOD, is all about as far as, I know to be Truth, & believe 100%, through Faith, & my own personal lived experiences.

Ok, I am now believing that you will be safe, & can read posts, & return soon, am thinking of you, now & always love you so much, my friend! xo 

Have healthy food, lots of fresh water, & maybe Green Tea?  Relax, enjoy your beautiful music, & songs, just as I do, on a daily basis.

Here is a wonderful song just 4 you from me this morning, ok my special friend! xo

Love & Hugs!

Bella XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX & More!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cu6pclWsxzs&list=RDN2ICtCO8TCw&index=17

[SunFlower_7]

@Leventia& Bella

I have been reading about your troubles it made me very sad. I am grieving loss too, it's very painful & so hard to accept. I can not make troubles & loss,& heart pain, just go away. 

Things always happen for reasons out of our control, unless GOD gives us a Miracle.  I suppose the best thing is to stay in faith for a better tomorrow. I need to heal, & I found a song that is helping me, I like being able to share so I am sharing this with you now, & with others that will read this post.

GODS best for your life. 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K--kIdOpbJM