Lived Experience Forum

[Zeek0426]

I am new to this website and have been introduced to this by a friend. I have bpd and I struggle every day. I have recently stopped seeing my therapist and am feeling worse than ever. I understand the feeling of wanting to help. I also feel like my world is just one landslide that is going to crash soon I fear. I always fret that I am going to loose everything in a second because that's is what I believe that I'm used to. I understand the feeling of your family not understanding. I have a absent and narcissistic mother and a father I can't relate on any level because he didn't approve of me following a nursing pathway that meant me not finishing year eleven in school but finish it at tafe as an allied health corse. I guess he is just too posh for his liking.