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15-08-2020 09:53 AM
15-08-2020 09:53 AM
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It might not matter to you, if you're feeling suicidal I mean, but it matters to me, @The-red-centaur ...we don't want to lose you 💔
So I might just let a @Former-Member know how you're feeling...I hope that's OK...
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15-08-2020 11:42 AM
15-08-2020 11:42 AM
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Oh @The-red-centaur i am feeling sad for you, that you feel so bad again.
pls don't do anything to yourself.
you are cared for by the forum members
we do care about you
pls chat here to us
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15-08-2020 12:01 PM
15-08-2020 12:01 PM
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I have read your threads from time to time and I know you have had a really hard time with serious thoughts and even actions over time - a long time - it must seem like forever to you
But it does matter - you do matter - and I have had someone complete the act - someone really close - and it really doesn't stop the pain - it just spreads it around the people who love you
Certainly you can voice your thoughts - and you do need support - but it seems that's really hard to get - but actions are not thoughts and I remember your actions caused you so much pain and disability in the past - I seriously don't think actions on this subject are a good idea
And we care here - we really do - even those people who don't post to you often - we still care and we do what we can. We all hope we matter to you
Dec
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15-08-2020 01:10 PM
15-08-2020 01:10 PM
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Please call 1800 respect on 1800737732 or lifeline on 131114.
We all care about you.
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15-08-2020 03:57 PM
15-08-2020 03:57 PM
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I appreciate the support. I don't deserve it.
I tried to suicide this morning. I'm in hospital. Idk if I'll be ok.
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15-08-2020 04:09 PM
15-08-2020 04:09 PM
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I'm so sorry @The-red-centaur you're in such a bad way
you do deserve care support love and help
you are worthy @The-red-centaur
I hope that you will be ok
thinking of you
we all on here care so much for you
we really do
❤️❤️
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15-08-2020 04:24 PM
15-08-2020 04:24 PM
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I'm so sorry @The-red-centaur , I really am. I really hope that something can shift for you, internally or externally, that will help you find the path towards something better. Sitting with you, here if you need today
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15-08-2020 05:21 PM
15-08-2020 05:21 PM
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You do deserve the support @The-red-centaur and it is such a pity and so sad that you don't feel this for yourself
I am sorry to hear you have made another attempt - obviously it didn't work as you are now in hospital and I hope you will be okay but I guess right now you are not - physically or mentally
Obviously things aren't working for you atm - which is a failure of the system - I don't know enough of your story to be aware of what's going on for you and not working but I also know you have complex issues and I guess it is really hard to work through a system not able to assist you as you need
I do understand this btw -
Dec
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15-08-2020 05:42 PM
15-08-2020 05:42 PM
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@The-red-centaur wrote:
I appreciate the support. I don't deserve it.
I tried to suicide this morning. I'm in hospital. Idk if I'll be ok.
Oh, @The-red-centaur , am so very sorry for all your massive pain 💔
You definitely do deserve support, you're suffering greatly 😞
I really hope you will be OK, now and in the long term
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15-08-2020 06:09 PM
15-08-2020 06:09 PM
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You are deserving of all support!
We are all here for you.
I hope you can find some peace and find your road to recovery.
Hang in there, I know from my own experiences of suicide how dark it feels. You are not alone. It takes time to heal. Please give yourself some time.
Please continue to talk to all of us as we are hear to support you and send you love and hugs.